i can still feel you lean in to kiss me, sometimes i wonder if you ever miss me…
i’ve got my two dogs on either side of me and my cat sleeping between my legs…
guys all around me but not the one i want…
you can own the earth but still, all you own is earth until you can paint with all the colors of the wind…
that horrible moment when you just have all this shit piled on top of you and you need a friend, someone to be there for you and distract you and hold you and tell you everythings ok… but none of your friends want to hang out with you, they all have better friends than you and you begin to wonder if they really you like you at all and the one person you want to see… just see and talk to, you can’t because he told you he didn’t value you enough to keep you in his life - so you’re stuck here in your room alone with your fish and your dogs, wondering what this all means and where to go from here, sobbing your fucking eyes out and wanting to just escape it all, wanting to go back to the way things were
you put your whole heart into someone, thinking that they feel the same for you.. they give you this wonderful taste of pure happiness then they pull it all away and make you feel the shittiest you ever have - your friends are all tired of you and there’s no one you can turn to…
but what do you guys care…
